Enter The Void

I am leaving Minnesota. This place has treated me like garbage. It will be a relief to see my friends and be in a place more stable but I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I feel like escaping into some void place and being alone from everyone where I can let my thoughts wander as far as they like. A place where I can cry as loud and as hard as I feel the need to. I am sorry I am being depressing. It has been about 5 months, and a rather rough 5 months at that. I want to stop feeling trapped wherever I go and get my life together somehow, but I am not even sure where to start. Everything always feels out of reach. One step forward, two steps back. I suppose I at least learned the answer as to whether or not I can consider seeing my family as family again.

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